New Semester starts

The small kid, not to mention handsome, had backed to university’s life again like every time he does. He feels so sad, he feels so lost, and he feels so stressful that he needs to leave all his best friends, his ‘little worm’ in his tummy, his family and his hometown and everything behind to further his studies! That’s a process he needs to face each time a new semester starts- Separation. But on the top of that, he can’t believe that he is already a 3rd year student in his university now… A senior! ^^ Well, for me what’s different between a senior and a junior is that senior has lots of university friends to cope up with after going back. Have a warm delicious dinner in a small town of Kangar and few hours of chit-chat just with good friends, lots of laughter and catching up to do after few months of holiday. While on the other hand, a junior doesn’t have much friends in a new environment, probably he/she just know their roommate for the first few days, has to attend some boring lame university orientations for a week, and has to have dinner at ‘warung’ (Malay store) near to their respective hostel that probably disgust their tongue and stomach and make their university’s life even more like hell. Moreover, most senior have their own transportation, doesn’t matter it has only two wheels or four wheels or anything, but it makes everything convenience here. That’s the beauty of being an old man than a freshman in a university because we all need to get used to the places, know where to eat and where to get things that we need, and most importantly, have connections to keep us warm, alive, secure and safe for at least four long years. Due to that, it feels sweet to be back again and my 1st day wasn’t that bad as I imagined after all. :P thanks god! It has been great to spend a week with my ‘nui sen’ (‘Goddess’) on the last week of holiday. We do spend lots of quality time together and we were definitely much closer with each other than before. We went for two trips this time. 1st trip we took various kinds of public transports to K.L., it took us all day wondering in the city, and it was seriously exhausted because we walked a lot that day, and the 2nd trip we went to National Zoo with my old pals. Indeed, we saw lots of animals in the zoo, and my favourite animal was the girafa. More jokes than awkwardness, more conversation than quietness and more understanding between us than mysteriousness, and I’m glad of it. But unfortunately, I think everything needs to be stop (or at least slow down) and back to square one again because I don’t want to build any weird feelings towards her in future. I cherish the friendship we had now and I don’t think we need to make any unnecessary changes between us. We’re cool with what we were now. Moreover, if she’s really ‘the one’ for me, then suppose I’m the ‘god’ now…! I’ll never be the ‘God’! Never… Just bear that in mind Jason. Haha! I had been unloading my stuffs and done lots of lots of house chores today and yesterday. Besides that, I also prepare myself to get ready for the new-happening-semester mentally and physically. For the time being, I’ll freeze all my thoughts, emotions and feelings toward relationship stuff. I still remember once Karyn told me its best to stay single in your study life. So I’ll be an unbeatable cool terminator now! Haha! Lots of new semester revolutions to fulfill, MISSON MUST BE COMPLETED. . . (Robot move) :P oh well, hope I’ll have a marvelous semester this time, I had lots of best wishes from my old pals and I certainly don’t want to disappoint them and myself. Hmm… so much for now, cheer!

P.S. Life still move on… don’t look back to the past that will hurt you.
P.P.S. Starting from today I’ll try my best not to blog so much, unless it’s necessary! ^^