‘Baggages’

Does u believe in everyone has these ‘baggage’ carried with them everyday in life..? Think deeply... Sure do, its part of the life and everyone has it! At least ONE baggage, you just need to look pass it. There’s in-love-with-Ex baggage, being-to-nice baggage, left-by-the-alter baggage, family-issue baggage, always-too-awesome-keep-on-rejecting-people baggage and betrayed-by-friends-cant-trust-everyone baggage and so much more that you can name it all day. So, what’s my baggage? I think, only god can answer it for me; maybe that’s one of the criteria a soul mate should have, to be able to give you a hand with those heavy and tough stuffs you had gone through in your pervious life. Willing to accept who you are and what you did before bumping into them. Yea, it’s not an easy task or mission for anyone to do this. But it’s not an impossible one if you really are ‘the one’ for that person. Like anything else, it’s our responsibility to make our soul mate feel better by lighten their burden. Not to say minimize the pain but to reduce or cover it with loves and cares. It’s nice and sweet to do for the person you love. Today is father’s day; like any other day, I don’t purposely treat my dad ‘specially’ nice. Because for me, you should cherish and treat your dad good everyday. (At least try to! :D) Father is like a very important person who brings back food to home. Every family member is counting on him. Without him, they’ll die in hunger. Like those old-age people, men always go hunting for the family. Tonight I was at home waiting my dad to ‘da pao’ (deliver) dinner for me despite of that this feeling suddenly came to me so naturally. Haha! Maybe I was too hungry that time because I just ate some delicious tosei and eggs for lunch, and that was like 8 long hours ago. My dad, sometimes he really talks too much in the house. Like the older he gets, the more nagger he becomes. And my mom is like those very impatient women at times that you can’t mess with her. Then you get the picture, it will cause a massive argument when two people couldn’t tolerant with each other. Nowadays I notice there’s a problem in my family. My parents, besides working on weekdays, they don’t have any other things to do during their weekends. They’re just depend their free time on those dramas that I got from my friends and sent it to pen drive and watch it through TV using some high definition media player, and that’s not pretty at all. You see, when they’re not watching drama, they’ll bug me, so much, like asking me who I’m chatting with in the computer room, or who am I sms-ing with and all that! Or they’ll go online chatting with my brother when they had enough of me, then nothing else they can do already. Seriously, I want my parents to have their real own life back! Enjoy other things besides then just watching dramas or treating me like a small kid. Yes, I do like to have their concerns but I still need some space for my own… Deep down my heart, I feel so bad and wrong watching my parent live with not enjoyments. Like they have just lived their life under the shadow of their sons. That’s the reason I brought Romeo into our life, into our family because I was too afraid that will happen. And it’s actually happening now! I know maybe I was being over-reacted or sophisticate over this issue but I just don’t know. Anyway, Happy Father’s Day to my dad! And to those people who grow up in single mother or had lost their father, do wish your mother happy father’s day too because they do play the fatherhood part in your life too!... Cheer Jason!

P.S. Not everything went great as we planed. But life has plenty of good parts, is the rough part that makes us thankful we have people to share with.